smile like you mean it

LOVING
to eat
& to run
& to love
& to hate
& having the ability to see, to talk, to move
& there's just so many things i want to do
& being able to love and be loved in return

give it to me baby
& to be a little slimmer :D
& to grow a bit taller :D
& world peace?

a thrilling chase
a wondrous place
for you
and me
<33

JOY TO THE WORLD
`xuan yao
`sing yen
`wendy
`lloyd`
`amanda`
`esther`
`raymond
`glenn
`christine
`gloria
`huiyi
`yan shan(the coolest guy on earth)
`jerry
`jac
`kaiying
`kenglam
`rebecca
`sing suen
`truddy
`valerie
`wan jun
`jun hong
`guo rong
`fiona
`boon yi
`sabrina
`hin tak
`melissa
`bethany
`jie ping
`cynthia
`cindy
`maryam
`my photo album
`tim
`pris
`raied
`melia
`jeremy
`shalina
`jason
`kamal
`darren
`kendrik
`pit kun
`yixuan
`jun hao
`tian
`suanne
`jiro
`selwyn
`minz
`brice
`germaise
`weiling
`tingwei
`victoria!
`suhui
`colin
`shermin
`michelle pang
`kuek min
`keef

drop the bomb

uh. the person who made this skin wants me to leave credits
skin by heroine
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
just like heaven. yoooooooooooo.

had training today and i thought it started at 9.30 but its actually 10.
then i woke up at 9.
then i thought i was late so i chiong outta the house.
then when i reached everyone was JUST reaching.
and liyun didnt go for training too cos she overslept!
hahah
then after that i went to town to meet singyen.
and we bought a few stuff and i bought the new seventeen mag.
oh yes. we watched just like heaven.
the show is..JUST LIKE HEAVEN.
seriously. it kicked ass.
so touching la.
but it kiinda brought back some bad memories.
some really horrid memories bout my neighbour and i when we much little kids.
we played together, went to skool together, became such close friends.
then fate twisted our lives.
he met in a car accident.
and when he woke up the first thing he asked : "mama! who is she?" he said as he pointed to me and stared at me as if i was a stranger.
then i really became a stranger to him.
his bad bad mama took him away.
she brought him to the states and didnt inform us!
we only found out when i went to his hse and it read "for sale".
and i guess thats the reason i cried in the show.
because i dont think he'll ever remember me agn.
THIS IS FATE.
but it really rocked la. i meant the show.
and YES!
im watching harry potter tmr! whee.
so exciting. which means i may pon A maths.
oops. hahah

just wondering. what if my life..was just like heaven? ((:





with the big fake smiles
and stupid lies
while deep inside
ure bleedingggg