smile like you mean it

LOVING
to eat
& to run
& to love
& to hate
& having the ability to see, to talk, to move
& there's just so many things i want to do
& being able to love and be loved in return

give it to me baby
& to be a little slimmer :D
& to grow a bit taller :D
& world peace?

a thrilling chase
a wondrous place
for you
and me
<33

JOY TO THE WORLD
`xuan yao
`sing yen
`wendy
`lloyd`
`amanda`
`esther`
`raymond
`glenn
`christine
`gloria
`huiyi
`yan shan(the coolest guy on earth)
`jerry
`jac
`kaiying
`kenglam
`rebecca
`sing suen
`truddy
`valerie
`wan jun
`jun hong
`guo rong
`fiona
`boon yi
`sabrina
`hin tak
`melissa
`bethany
`jie ping
`cynthia
`cindy
`maryam
`my photo album
`tim
`pris
`raied
`melia
`jeremy
`shalina
`jason
`kamal
`darren
`kendrik
`pit kun
`yixuan
`jun hao
`tian
`suanne
`jiro
`selwyn
`minz
`brice
`germaise
`weiling
`tingwei
`victoria!
`suhui
`colin
`shermin
`michelle pang
`kuek min
`keef

drop the bomb

uh. the person who made this skin wants me to leave credits
skin by heroine
Friday, November 25, 2005
omg! 3 days.

yawns.
just came back from the prefects retreat.
kiinda tiring. didnt sleep much.
but we finally bonded together. and it was fun! ^^
first day was like ohkay. wasnt really that exciting.
frankly, i cant really rem what we did on the first day.
hahah but i only remember sleeping like 1.30am?
which is pretty early alr!
OH YAH. i missed the last episode of frog!
so sad man.
lucky hsin qin called me at one am to tell me the story.
cos i really wanted to know the ending la!
freak la. i actually missed it.
i never ever missed the show la.
darn it la.
lucky it was worth it.
or i would have killed myself and die on the spot. x.x
okies. the next morning i was the last to wake up in the whole chalet.
kiinda as usual la.
but the funny thing is i did lotsa stuff i didnt even know i did!
for example, i was really mean to those pple who TRIED to wake me up. *guilty
but people, im damn violent if u try to wake me up. seriously.
and I MEAN VIOLENT.
okies. i know lotsa girls like paulina and priyaa tried damn hard to wake up,
but to no avail.
then i just shook them off the moment they laid a finger on me.
i semi-consciously heard paulina saying "ehh, lets wake her up la"
only the OH-SO-SMART minz aka lay lay said "u wake her up la, i dont dare".
i think she said sth like this.
shes smart man. i guess shes experienced my violent beatings.
hahah then choy peng came.
woah.
she shook me LIKE CRAZY ON THE BED. this sounds gross.hahah
but she shook me then i got quite pissed i think.
then i actually screamed at her and said "wah lau, f*** off bitch!"
i know i was damn mean. but i actually didnt know i said that!
i thought i said like go away or sth. jeez.
oh yes. someone hit my leg really hard to TRY to wake me.
hahah unfortunately i have stronger legs compared to her weak and frail hands,
I KICKED GLENN. HARD.
hahah i kicked singyen off the sofa when she tried to wake me once too.
heh oops.
THEY EVEN SPRAYED WATER ON MY FACE!
too bad it didnt work. and it never will. *smiles
then we had one fun afternoon.
then at night was hell ohkay.
we had the bbq.
then we played murderer!
hahahah damn fun la.
stupid han sin!
everytime im the murderer he is the detective, then when im the detective,
he's the murderer! hahah
no wonder we're in the same committee!
then there came the social bonding games.
mamamia. it was fun la.
then my big mouth had to come up wit a suggestion that
if the prefects could guess their roles they were acting (its a game),
then they could dare anyone to do anything.
surprisingly, they all got it!
then I WAS THE ONE WHO GOT DARED LA!
wah lau ehh. THAT MR YAPPY LA.
then they frigging dared me to get 9 kisses frm the guys, NOT from the exco.
but HAHAHA. they didnt say where. ^^
so the 9 boys kissed mah hand. hahah
PRINCESSY LA. ((:
hahah then stupid mr yap had to play this "sabo ur heads".
then the excos were saboed la, duhh.
MY DARE SUCKED LA.
i had to get 3 boys to give me a peck on my cheeks
and the boys had to COME TO ME. not me to them.
CHERYL THOUGHT OF THIS DARE LA. BLOODY CRAP MAN.
SHE'LL DIE. HORRIBLY. i'll drown her in piles of work! muhahaha.
oh shit. im turning doctor evil.
then ZAC, YIT SENG and HAN SIN stood up.
then im like oh shit oh shit.
they were discussing who to kiss first.
i closed my eyes to pray hard k. im like "no..no..noo.."
sounded like i was getting raped.
but just thinking of their lips on my cheeks makes me wanna puke
and faint
and immediately die on the spot
with no oine knowing how to perform cpr.
then the 3 musketeers came to save me frm my agony.
im SOOOOOO glad they did it instead of the eew-ish sec 2s.
HENG AH.
im thankful my prayer was answered. amen.
phew.
so exciting la! choy peng was dared to bring back 2 guys frm the opposite chalets. hahah
then she went to get the guys la.
they were pretty sporting la. like they agreed to be choy's chaperones.
hahah and we had some other interesting dares.
ringo had to promote a new age condom! hahah
the condom has neon light and mp3! hahah
damn funny la.
i laughed my ass off that night.
since a long time, i haven done that. so it was fun la.
hahah yipee.
then next day we had sth like circle of praise
like everyone write sth nice bout their friend.
v meaningful. i laughed at the things people wrote for me
hahah they were funny.
then we gave them feedback forms. zul's form was the funniest!
seriously man. if i could i would smash the paper thru his head and laugh at him.
its damn funny!
then i left my welfare file in skool la!
wah lau. i searched for it like crazy.
had to call 7 people to find it. yay.
at least i found it.
"yayness" haoyang's language.
haha. gayboy

THANK YOU MR YAP FOR THE WHOLE THINGY. WE'LL MISS YOU. ((: