today.
the birds, they stopped chirping.
only the drilling and banging sounds from the opposite renovation.
even the dogs, they stopped barking.
for once in my life,
i yearned for the cries of babies.
for once in my life,
it was full of maybes.
out of 20 songs ive heard on my iPod today,
16 were sad songs.
all about falling out of love, people dying,
the world that revolves around money and wars starting.
i walked the longer way home today.
in this cold, lonely world,
hoping to see, touch and feel the warm world out there
but all i got was the deafening silence and the suffocating loneliness.
its like im a disease, and the world's keeping away.
far, far away.