today was crazy man.
i went to skool and chionged cme.
cos its like tmr.
and we haven done a shit.
so we rushed it, and still is gonna rush it tmr.
then had the stupid lame sports day meeting.
which lasted damn long
and so i didnt have time for lunch cos had to go for training.
then during training my back got worse.
and i really mean worse.
i couldnt get up after sitting down.
and thats NOT cause im too fat.
but my back.
it hurt.
bad.
but i couldnt resist the temptation of playing.
i couldnt just sit there and watch other pple play.
so i had to play.
i played a match with pris
and after that my back was burning.
i think ive got kidney disease.
cos it was my kidneys that were painful.
seriously.
i probably have that disease.
omg.
now it still hurts.
and i promised cris i'll go for guys' trng tmr.
but i cant even carry my skool bag la.
it hurts everytime i carry it.
im dead.
my back hurt like shit today.
that totally sucked.
it was so painful i could cry!
now it hurts too.
dammit la.

stupid
glenn,
minz,
liyun,
gracelyn
and
wanjun
for not reminding me to print my stupid cme stuff.
i told them at least three times to remind me la!
lucky i remembered!
or miss wee will kill us.
and yen and esther will kill me.

ohh. tmr my mum's meeting mr lau.
scary.



tj
because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side so i wont get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid