smile like you mean it

LOVING
to eat
& to run
& to love
& to hate
& having the ability to see, to talk, to move
& there's just so many things i want to do
& being able to love and be loved in return

give it to me baby
& to be a little slimmer :D
& to grow a bit taller :D
& world peace?

a thrilling chase
a wondrous place
for you
and me
<33

JOY TO THE WORLD
`xuan yao
`sing yen
`wendy
`lloyd`
`amanda`
`esther`
`raymond
`glenn
`christine
`gloria
`huiyi
`yan shan(the coolest guy on earth)
`jerry
`jac
`kaiying
`kenglam
`rebecca
`sing suen
`truddy
`valerie
`wan jun
`jun hong
`guo rong
`fiona
`boon yi
`sabrina
`hin tak
`melissa
`bethany
`jie ping
`cynthia
`cindy
`maryam
`my photo album
`tim
`pris
`raied
`melia
`jeremy
`shalina
`jason
`kamal
`darren
`kendrik
`pit kun
`yixuan
`jun hao
`tian
`suanne
`jiro
`selwyn
`minz
`brice
`germaise
`weiling
`tingwei
`victoria!
`suhui
`colin
`shermin
`michelle pang
`kuek min
`keef

drop the bomb

uh. the person who made this skin wants me to leave credits
skin by heroine
Saturday, July 15, 2006
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it was a sad sad thing.
cos my sis left 2 days ago.
she left for aussie today.
for hols. i wanna go too :(
but anyways, my grandfather cried when he left 2 days ago too.
gosh. what a sad scene.
i wanted to run away.
he cried. he loves me..so so much.
sighs.
you know what?
i always have so many things to blog,
this to complain
and that to tell you about.
but everytime i sit in front of my laptop,
i stare and go "omg"
i dont know what to write.
its like, i see something and i wanna blog that.
but i cant keep it inside my head.
it goes in..and out.
my head's like a 2 second diary.
damn.
but i went to hangzhou the other day.
and went to this really beautiful place.
i THINK its called west lake.
its really beautiful.
u have to take a boat though.
its really just you, the water, the trees and..the boatman.
the magic of mother nature.
really nice place.
and i have a picture of the boatman!
he alone had to row 6 people! STRONG ARMS!
and i was on the boat. heh.
SO ANYWAYS,
he's a nice guy.
so my mum gave him more than what he usually earned.
i felt happy after that.
that he actually was so grateful to my mum because she
gave him an extra 20 rmb..thats like 4 bucks sg?
just 4 bucks sg and u see such a happy man. thats so heart warming. :D

see?
thats him.
a happy man.


i have a friend.
i think he's really nice.
but wait, on second thoughts,
he's pretty mean.
sometimes you offer a cookie,
he rejects it so sweetly,
but he turns around and calls you a fatty.
sometimes your really down,
he's always there to flip you the other way round.
he consoles you in your sadness
pats you on your back,
fights alongside with you
all the way till the end of the track.
sometimes i really hate him,
but actually, i like him too.
he's an angel,
but also a hideous devil.
is he just a friend,
or am i being such a fool to think he's just that?