omzg!
i have so many pimples!
and blemishes,
and acne,
and rosy red cheeks.
i cant come back to school looking like that!
ohmyg.
help!

i think im gonna get used to this
waking up, going out, coming home thing.
the sun's so frigging hot!
really really hot,
and when the heat hits ur skin,
you can feel the heat burning ur skin,
like its trying to penetrate through it.
its this process called painfulness.
it hurts! :O
o yes.
i went to the gym today.
and because i put on a bit of weight,
i gymed extra hard today.
and after all the sweat and hardwork,
i went home.
then i was walking down the stairs,
my legs suddenly felt so darn weak,
and it became so wobbly,
and i slipped at my last few steps.
and i had to fall right in front of the beauty salon.
with some hot caucasian standing there.
i wanted to find a hole and dig myself in it,
making sure my face is covered with mud so he wont see me.
then the beauty salon woman(she's shanghainese btw) was like(in chinese)
"lady! you ok? you really embarrassed yourself out there!"
then i had to break out in a weak smile.
stupid pidhead.
i know it was embarrassing.
she didnt have to spell it out!
shit. im a sucker man.
and after that i went to play pool.
then i hit the ball really hard and smashed my middle finger against the table.
super super pain.
now,
theres a swollen area ard the joints of my middle finger.
and its red!
and pain.
stupid pool table.
the cue is alr taller than me, thats bad enough.
now the table has to bully me.
argh.
i wish i had punching bag to vent frustrations sometimes.
boo.
theres a typhoon going on now.
so theres no tv.
cos the wind's too strong.
baaah.
stupid wind.
no tv! my livelihood! oh mother nature..why?