my sister and cousin and auntie left today.
my cousin's prolly going back to germany in a lil bit.
and at the airport,
i thought it was gonna be a sad crying scene
where everyone hugs each other
and say really sad stuff.
well,
at least i thought.
i mean, when they go,
im gonna be all alone till skool starts.
so, thats pretty sad isnt it?
but no..
when they were going in..
i felt pretty bad cos i kept rushing them in.
because i had to pee so frigging badly
that if they dont go in, my mum wont leave the gate
and she wants to go to the toilet too.
so,
instead of a sad crying scene that was initially expected,
it was a "okok! take care! hurry go in! bye!" kind of thing.
what a lousy send off.
bah.
im gonna see them in a few months anyways.
in a blink of an eye its gonna be october!!! whoo.
and ive been going to the airport so much lately,
and im pretty glad thats gonna stop now.
the airport's so far away!
oh yeah.
i was telling meixin the other day
that i saw wilber pan(pan wei bo)
at the airport! hahah
he's short, fair and he looked so punk wannabe with 4 burly bodyguards surrounding him.
but he had absolutely not a single fan to welcome him.
so poor thing.
i was playing some lame handphone game when i looked up and saw him.
i guess he's not popular in china.
talking bout popular,
anyone who reads this tell g,
THAT KFC IS SUPER HOT OVER HERE IN CHINA!
prolly more popular than macs.
i felt so bombed when i heard that.
my dad says kfc is yummy,
but im not im not im not im not gonna try it. :D
i still support macs <3
and its much cheaper anyways.
u can get a filling meal at macs at only 3-4 sg.
see? macs is always cheaper and nicer and healthier and they are not chicken torturers,
UNLIKE DAMNED KFC.
and yeah.
i realised.
everyone's been asking,
"any hot china boyfriend?"
im telling you,
i wont get a frigging china boyfriend!
its like everytime u see a HOT china guy,
you'll drool,and have popping eyeballs and nosebleed or whatever.
but everytime u think theyre hot,
the next moment when they start speaking,
and carries the ohmigod china accent,
u wanna find a hole and hide urself in it and
forget bout the what u saw.
seriously.
i mean, i cant have a bf with a weird accent
that i dont really understand.
so, i dont have any china boyfriends, just FYI :))
anyways,
theres actually this cute guy at my condo.
i always see him at the gym with his other friend,
and both of them are the abc kind.
so, its pretty cute la.
besides!!!
he looks like julian hee!
KAWAII NEH!!
and he LOOKS ard my age.
but i heard the two of them talking bout girls the other time.
they were talking bout their shirt,skirt and all that.
guys.
they only have food, porn, girls, then porn again and then girls.
oh.
and then he was saying that he had a date with two other girls the next day,
and he asked the other guy to join in and ask someone else blah blah blah...
blah..
blah..
and it gave me the impression that he's a lil..
playboy? i dont know.
cant tell much from a few meetings at the gym,
and a small conversation that i coincidentally happened to hear.
and everytime he does the weights/dumbells/whatever-its-called
he always does it infront of the mirror.
hahah what a freak.
boys will be boys
and thats why girls actually like them :D


open to everything happy and sad,
seeing the good when its all going bad,
seeing the sun when i cant really see,
hoping the sun will at least look at me.
focused on everything better today,
all that i needed i never could say,
hold on to people thats slipping away,
hold on to this while its slipping away...