smile like you mean it

LOVING
to eat
& to run
& to love
& to hate
& having the ability to see, to talk, to move
& there's just so many things i want to do
& being able to love and be loved in return

give it to me baby
& to be a little slimmer :D
& to grow a bit taller :D
& world peace?

a thrilling chase
a wondrous place
for you
and me
<33

JOY TO THE WORLD
`xuan yao
`sing yen
`wendy
`lloyd`
`amanda`
`esther`
`raymond
`glenn
`christine
`gloria
`huiyi
`yan shan(the coolest guy on earth)
`jerry
`jac
`kaiying
`kenglam
`rebecca
`sing suen
`truddy
`valerie
`wan jun
`jun hong
`guo rong
`fiona
`boon yi
`sabrina
`hin tak
`melissa
`bethany
`jie ping
`cynthia
`cindy
`maryam
`my photo album
`tim
`pris
`raied
`melia
`jeremy
`shalina
`jason
`kamal
`darren
`kendrik
`pit kun
`yixuan
`jun hao
`tian
`suanne
`jiro
`selwyn
`minz
`brice
`germaise
`weiling
`tingwei
`victoria!
`suhui
`colin
`shermin
`michelle pang
`kuek min
`keef

drop the bomb

uh. the person who made this skin wants me to leave credits
skin by heroine
Monday, August 21, 2006
i finally woke up on the right side of bed

i realised i havent blogged in a while.
yesterday we went out to this part of shanghai i havent been to before,
and we went into this digital plaza thingy,
selling electronics and stuff.
cos i was planning to get a mp3, or an apple.
but in the end i didnt get anything cos i couldnt decide whether
to get an apple or a china brand mp3, which happens to look just like an apple ipod.
then i got home and was chatting with a friend
and talking bout random topics as usual.
then he told me to go read somebody's blog, and i did.
(i can read blogs now btw, but not often cos ive to go thru a lot of trouble to read them)
and yeps i went to read her blog.
and only after reading one of her post,
i realise how lucky i am to alr have an ishuffle,
a digital camera
and to be sitting right here,
blogging and eating m&ms.
i felt sooo fortunate, yet spoilt.
im a spoilt brat
im a spoilt brat
im a spoilt brat
im a spoilt brat
im a spoilt brat
i'll say that to myself five times a day now btw
and obviously, i threw the new apple/china brand mp3 idea away,
very willingly that is.
i went o bed last night feeling so accomplished.
and everytime i think of buyin sth new for myself which i want but dont need,
i'll think of the post and smile and tell myself i dont want it anymore.
so, im was sooooo happy and woke up today,
telling myself its gonna be a better day.
i'm enlightened.
i think i sound pretty much like im gonna rise up to heaven
and be an immortal,
no wait,
angel sounds nicer.
but i woke up earlier today,
cos i was awaked by a phone call saying
the cable tv guy's coming to fix cable tv.
so yeah. i watched tv from like 11-3.30
and ate last night's leftovers for lunch.
woots.
AND YEAH I WENT SWIMMING!!
taking shan's advice, i went swimming!!
i almost cannot swim,
but i still went because i heard its more effective
in losing weight and if you want to exercise healthily.
the whole pool only had this little spanish girl and her spanish maid.
the lil kid had really big blue eyes!
like raied's or ringo's contacts.
soooo enticing.
so i played with her in the pool and she was
so amazed that you could have colour on your nails,
and she kept holding on to my finger
and rubbing my nails.
she was so cuteeee!
lucky i knew spanish so i could at least communicate with her and her maid. heh
cuter than darren and his specs >.<
then after that she left and waved her little small tiny adorable hands,
and wondered why anyone LIKE GLENN dont want kids.
then i had the pool all to myself.
but the lifeguard keeps staring when u swim,
cos ur alone and stuff.
so it was pretty awkward.
then this lil angmoh boy came and i felt so relieved.
but he's weird i tell you.
i think in 5 mins,
he "dived" into the pool like 20 times.
its like he likes jumping into the pool so much,
and he was near me,
so the water keeps splashing onto me.
damn irritating man.
then i knew why people LIKE GLENN didnt like kids.
then bout 15 mins later,
lotsa people started going to the pool.
then suddenly so many people.
irritating also.
if theres no one, i dont like it.
but when theres too many people,
i dont like it either.
women are hard to please.
so i din care and continued swimming.
then these four boys came in and started making a hell load of noise
and i felt SOOO irritated man.
they dont know theres someone in the pool who
needs to burn off some fat.
oh, theyre singaporean btw.
AND OH BOY,
GUESS WHAT THEIR NAMES ARE.
boy #1 ; nick
boy #2 ; chun feng
boy #3 ; adrain
boy #4 ; ray
DONT THESE NAMES SOUND SOOOOOOO FAMILIAR.
i had a shock when i heard them la.
then ray was like "shit, i need to go pee"
then chun feng said "just pee in the pool la"
and i was like right behind the boy who needs to weewee,
then i quickly stepped back.
hahah boys are gross man.
but in the end he went to the toilet.
oh yeah.
then i was swimming and they were playing
fake and lousy and the worst ver water polo ive seen.
then i was swimming and i came up for air,
the ball frigging smashed into my face la.
even my goggles fell off,
and my contacts dropped.
luckily it dropped into my goggles when it fell.
those boys ran away after they hit me,
what responsible and caring singapore.
bloody hell.
i quickly finished my target lap,
and i had to pee too. hahha
but not in the pool.
the last time i pee-d into the pool was when i was 6.
hahah
come on, i was just a little girl.
and it was windy and cold so i quickly got out of the pool and went home.
but i wasted all my effort swimming cos the m&ms im eating now
are taking up the spaces of the fats burned.
oh wells,
the m&ms,
i couldnt resist.